Tuesday, September 30, 2008

Bleh

Mood: Frustrated.

Frustrated with the state of my life, where I can't even talk to some people because either I'm embarrassed because of things I've done in the past or I'm afraid to find out what they really think of me.

Frustrated because I don't seem to be able to do even the simplest of things without messing up.

Frustrated because my friends are suddenly all needy but won't even tell me what the fucking problem is.

Frustrated because I don't think studying alone is enough to get good marks this quarter.

This is crap. It's times like these that make you want to just go to sleep, and never wake up. But persevere, we must, if only to ensure that we don't miss some moment of happiness. We know that moment will pass, and yet, in truth, that's what we all live for.

Unfortunately for many, we often go several months without a good moment. Such is life, I suppose.

EDIT(1:08PST): Eh, tired. I'm done with studying. I was only able to prepare for three of the five possible prompts, but I'm still pretty confident. I'll turn in early tonight, and wake up early tomorrow.

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